Something I have realized in the past few months was how much I still have to learn. It's nice really, I know that sounds funny but it's nice. I don't feel like I need to know the answer, I need to learn. I'm realizing the weight and the responsibility of discipleship and its showing me how young I am and how much i have to learn. I'm young and although my life has given me wisdom beyond m age there is still much wisdom to be gained. I see that I hold myself to the standard of perfection allot and it makes it hard to be okay with failure. Failure is a important part of learning and most of the time necessary for growth. This comforts my heart and reminds me that I'm young. As much as I look forward to the later days of my ministry when I can take all that I have been given and greatly impact for the kingdom making disciples and ministering like my disciplers but I see that I have much experience to gain and I am content in learning. David didnt take his kingdom right away he has to learn and be built up in his faith. So like my biblical hero I will learn and embrace the building of my faith, and hopefully one day be a great impact for the kingdom, and a valuable man in the eyes of the Lord.
